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Sunday, December 24th, 2000
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9:34 pm
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| Friday, December 22nd, 2000
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2:44 am
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I'm being renewed.......wow....that theophostic counseling really worked...!! wheeww.....anyway....I'm dedicating this page to total worship of the Lord Jesus Christ....if you're interested.....simply join me in worship:).....ahhh sooo good to be FREE!!! thank you Lord Jesus
current mood: FREE
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| Friday, December 8th, 2000
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9:46 pm - Agreement Gets things Done!!
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There is something great out there,
It is called "agreement",
This one of my favorite weapons, treasures...
It is like a swiss army knife from heaven:)
I love agreement!!
When I am in agreement with my brothers and sisters...
I have soooo much joy....
I'm willing to put away my little dittys, and corny opinions...
just to agree with my brothers and sisters!
I'm willing to put away all my beliefs...just to agree!
hehehe!!
a?gree?ment (-grmnt)
n. Abbr. agt.
1.The act of agreeing.
2.Harmony of opinion; accord.
3.An arrangement between parties regarding a method of action; a covenant.
4.Law.
a.A properly executed and legally binding compact.
b.The writing or document embodying this compact.
5.Grammar. Correspondence in gender, number, case, or person between words.
agreement \A*gree"ment\, n. [Cf. F. agr['e]ment.] 1. State of agreeing; harmony of opinion, statement, action, or
character; concurrence; concord; conformity; as, a good agreement subsists among the members of the council.
What agreement hath the temple of God with idols ? --2 Cor. vi. 16.
Expansion and duration have this further agreement. --Locke.
2. (Gram.) Concord or correspondence of one word with another in gender, number, case, or person.
3. (Law) (a) A concurrence in an engagement that something shall be done or omitted; an exchange of promises; mutual
understanding, arrangement, or stipulation; a contract. (b) The language, oral or written, embodying reciprocal promises.
--Abbott. Brande & C.
Syn: Bargain; contract; compact; stipulation.
agreement n 1: the statement (oral or written) of an exchange of promises; "they had an agreement that they would not
interfere in each other's business"; "there was an understanding between management and the workers" [syn:
understanding] 2: compatibility of observations; "there was no agreement between theory and measurment"; "the results
of two tests were in correspondence" [syn: correspondence] 3: harmony of people's opinions or actions or characters;
"the two parties were in accord" [syn: accord] [ant: disagreement] 4: the thing arranged or agreed to [syn: arrangement]
5: the determination of grammatical inflection on the basis of word relations [syn: concord] 6: the verbal act of agreeing
[ant: disagreement]
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| Wednesday, December 6th, 2000
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11:53 pm
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Feelin good.......aaaaaaahhhhhh the peace!
Christ is King!....No doubt!
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| Monday, November 27th, 2000
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2:44 am - My soul is faint with suffering. (rejoice in the Lord)
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The Lord is my strength,
When my heart is being put through the FIRE,
The Lord is my sheperd,
I shall not want,
The Lord is my Sheperd,
I trust in Him,
The Lord is mercy,
He forgives my wrongs,
The Lord is the river of peace,
and valley of hope,
In the darkness,
He is light,
In the cold He is warm,
He is merciful upon my soul.
In Christ
Jose
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| Thursday, November 23rd, 2000
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9:21 pm
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I feel like a spiritual leper...
Yes lepers...where isolated from people...
And suffered from aloness.....
Even though they tried to associate...with others...
The Law rewquired them to be isolated....
When Jesus died on the Cross...He fulfilled the Law...and nailed it to the Cross...
That means.....the lepers could come out of isolation....and be cleansed in the name of Jesus Christ.....
Lepers where extremely rejected people.....they even had they're own little world....where they would just rot together......Only a few chose men in the Bible felt the rejection of these lepers.......
Joseph..
David...
Jeremiah..
Jesus Christ (the most rejected)....
Paul....
...etc...
Most prophets were stoned and killed...and always rejected in their own land.....
But in this rejection is the presence of God.....
There is the Jesus on the Cross.....
There is mercy, forgiveness, and peace.....
In this isolation and aloness....there are dreams and visions.....
There is a world......a battle......there is the building of character....
There is much understanding.....
There is abundance.......
There is work that gets done in the Kingdom of Heaven....
Anyway.....I'm not alone....
I all my brothers and sisters suffer losses.......
They are all rejected.....
They are all forgiven by Jesus Christ....
I love them all......
And to those who curse me....
I must bless......
....If you feel like a spiritual leper...there is cleansing in Jesus Christ.....and you have a friend here...that wants to unite with you:)
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2:34 am
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Freedom....What is it.....??
There are different types of freedom I guess.....
Actually just two....
Freedom in the flesh...
and freedom in the Spirit.....
To choose one decides your destiny....
It's really like choosing life or death...
Light of darkness....
Anyways...freedom of sexual orientation, of speech, of laws, of whatever......is a law..
A basic truth...that can't be denied.....it is freedom of choice......
Now .....to be wise is to choose correctly based on the responsibility of choice....
Anyway.....I'm free in Christ......that is my choice......no way in going wrong there:)
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| Tuesday, November 21st, 2000
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3:35 am
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This poem is inspired by a dream I had about a special person that I miss dearly....even though...that person that I loved and love..... did not/does not love me back....My love has increased....I am hopeful, eager and waiting:)
What hurts me the most?
When I love someone.....
And they don't love me back...
but then I know there is a mission there....
It is not to win the Love of the person..
I don't really know why I need to love that person....
One of the reasons is:
There is no need to win the Love of someone who already loves me.....
I cannot be satisfied with that.....
But there is a mission there.....
Divinely ordained.....
It hurts bad at times....
But then I search inside...
And I see forgiveness on the Cross
The pain goes away...it is all worth it.....
There have been some that have come and gone......
But none that I have forgotten.....
Some that I think of daily....
Some that I pray for often...
All are worth it.......
Every single one..
So it is written....
So let it be done...
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irratable, and keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Love will last forever....1cor 13
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| Friday, November 17th, 2000
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3:19 pm
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I was also thinking about, when Jesus walked the earth before He was crucified.....
That flocks were gathered around Him.......and not one was without sin except Him......
There is not one person that ever lived that was without sin!!......Next time someone boasts about their sanctification, or commands you to stop commiting sin....remind them of God's Grace........through Jesus Christ......
Not one is better......OR one worse!! Hallelujah for Wisdom in Jesus Christ!!
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3:16 pm
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Coffee!!!........withdrawal!!....yuck!!
I'm thinking about people that aren't Christians,
And how they tell Christians how they should live...hahah
I used to be one of those people....
A Christian must do this......
A Christian must do that.....
A Christian when they have a problem....must read the Bible.....
A Christian must pray........
A Christian must not commit sin.....
A Christian must go to
This of course coming from the mouth of the biggest alcoholic, fornicator, proud, self-righteous, hypocrite.....(no such thing as biggest or smallest...sin is sin)........anyways......
I was just thinking about how someone with no authority...in Christ....is put to shame....by foolish talk...and false promises......
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| Saturday, November 11th, 2000
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11:03 pm
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Accusation....
Yes, the accuser is death,
the beast that smells the Blood,
The lions in the den,
Mocker,
Finger pointer,
Clean in his own eyes,
Sits on his own throne,
Drunk on his own blood,
Self justified,
Righteous according to his own beliefs,
Proud,
Boastful,
Not merciful,
Peaceful in the kingdom of chaos,
He, the accuser, is orderly without harmony,
Truly he is exhausted,
His rod is useless,
His anger is unconsidered,
His punch is unfelt,
His screams are mocked,
His debt is demanded,
His cries unending,
His teeth gnashing,
His eyes unseen,
Isolated, tormented,
Teased, unforgiven,
The accuser's debt will be demanded,
Until the very last and more.
The Lord's Law will crush him,
The mercy is in Jesus Christ.
Humility, is a great treasure,
Wisdom brings much sorrow.
That is, the Righteous is
an abomination to the wicked.
Praise the Lord Jesus Christ
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| Tuesday, November 7th, 2000
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10:30 am
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Feeling GGGGRRREEEAAAATTTTTTT!!!......I believe I've inherited...a crown...hehehe!!..before I get too excited...I'm gonna give it a couple of years....boy!.....the Lord is GGGOODD!!!.....Jesus Christ is Lord!
current mood: accomplished
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| Friday, November 3rd, 2000
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1:40 pm
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Wow I'm feeling much better...Praise the Lord that He is with me....also...I believe my pastor is bearing some of the oppression I was having....well I gotta pray for her....this is sooooooo needed...I thank the Lord for Paula...you know "Lagrimosa"...she and I have the greatest conversations about Christ...and Bible.....It cheers me up.....What kills me is the tradition of "Christianity" that totally ruins it for all of us...anyone that thinks they are better smarter...etc...just is an abomination I believe to God.....I am sick of the auditioning stage in Christian congregations....having to auditions for "ministry", for "laying of hands", for "speaking", for "leadership positions", etc...satan you can have all that stuff...I want Jesus......you can take all your worldly standards and take them to hell with you...I in Christ have heavenly standards...though I might be tainted in this flesh...I am a child of God....adopted by the Father.....in Christ, because He died for me and everyone on the Cross...I choose to believe in Him....in His seed, gifts and fruit....in His ways.....I'm not a suit and tie.... type of guy...to me that is not salvation, happiness, or a sign that I saved....the anointing of the Holy Spirit is more powerful than clothes..and superficiallity...I now would like to start offering my apology...to all who have been hurt by the whims of the carnal Christian church.....I apologize to the gifted lambs that have been rejected.....by leaders, and self righteous.....I apologize for the damage done by modern day scribes and Pharisees......I apologize in the name of Jesus Christ....I ask you to become an example, of what the real Christian is supposed to be according to the Word of God which is Jesus Christ....I ask you to turn from your sins...and follow Christ and not man....If you ask yourself "how can I turn from my sins?"...Just ask Jesus to help you....that's all....I ask you rejected person...to come join me in following the Lord Jesus Christ....not man...or the world......
In much Love in Christ
God Bless you
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| Thursday, November 2nd, 2000
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3:15 pm
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I must say....the whole family has crossed over a huge trial.....whoa.....!! There was an army of legions above our house..(my mother has spiritual eyesight)..whewww..!!..we're getting a little relief.....but...man....what a war....this is not just over our house..but it spanned over the nations...and affected our entire family....from sea to shining sea!...spanning the globe....wheeeeewww....what a battle.....the spirit of death was trying to hang out in our house...boy...what a trial.....Praise be to the Lord Jesus Christ...that He is faithful to us...when we are not....He is Holy, Merciful and Forgiving....we are His wounds and sores....we are the dust on His feet....we are the unclean...the dead.....Praise be to the Lord Jesus Christ...that He is Merciful, Longsuffering, Kind, and Forgiving....that He intervenes...in our lives....that He cleanses us...inside out.....His seed is in our hearts......to bear the Good fruit, from the Tree of Life.
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| Saturday, October 28th, 2000
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8:07 pm
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To forgive is to set free.
Thank you Lord Jesus Christ
current mood: Free
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| Friday, October 27th, 2000
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9:08 pm
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Man does not forgive...
man for some reason, is an accuser..
indeed there are some desperate for forgiveness...
.for a "yes"....
desperate for a vision of open arms....
Man does not forgive.....
there are some desperate to be accepted
past the layers of failures, let downs,
corrosions, ills, and dysfunctions of life.....
man does not forgive.....
there are some that have dwelt in the shadow of death,
lived wickedly, have hunted and been hunted.......
man does not forgive....
there are some that admit...
their many flaws, human futility, and sillyness......
there are some that realize the core is rotten....
there are some that realize that it is impossible
to ever be loved and accepted by man.....
man does not forgive......
man wears a black robe...
and points at the burned spot that exposes
the nakedness behind the garment...
and says "Look Look!" "tsk tsk"......
mans fingernails are dirty, and breath is the
stench of a stale corpse........
man boasts about defeating the weak........
man is drunk on his own blood as he looks in the mirror.....
man does not forgive.........
man does not forgive.....
nor does man have pity, or care....
or desire to care.....
man is a hungry bear....
turning on his own cub to satisfy the screams of it's flesh!....
man does not forgive....no....
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Who is the Light that shines upon the garments of shadow.....
who shines Light on the dark caves in the depth of the ocean floor... Where lies a corpse as it was born..........
many seasons ago.....
He takes the dead up to the surface......
a breath of light and air......
the newborn cries as it is born again....
from darkness to light the eyes are stunned......
but 3 days go by and clarity reveals an ocean floor near...........
an island, precious.......
can man do this? no......
it is divine......
from a-z from zero one and on.........
it is divine......
it is Jesus Christ....
who forgives....
and who gives us the power to forgive....
Praise God....
my Joy, Salvation, Redeemer, Judge, and......
Forgiveness.....MY MERCY!!
Praise God....
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| Thursday, October 26th, 2000
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5:23 pm
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What a day...exposing things to the light...very important for healing......sad..shaken......in much pain.....but healed free...exposed..naked before the Lord.....Therefore if anyone is in Christ he is a new creation, old things have gone, behold all things have become new.............Praise the Lord for His mercies:) the end to years in torment.....
current mood:  thirsty
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| Monday, October 23rd, 2000
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12:13 pm
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9:40 am
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I feel good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Prrrrrraaaaaaaiiiiiiiisssssssseeeeeeee...the Lord Jesus Christ...who's the One who's giving me this feeling...heheheheheeeeee!heeeheheh!!. ..Yesterday I played badmitten with Paula...I was on the floor laughing!!...
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| Thursday, October 19th, 2000
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9:08 am
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I'm feeling awesome today!!! Praise the Lord God Jesus Christ who is in heaven!!hahahaa!!!!!! I have a sin breaking testimony! Praise Him!!wheewww!!!.....I am lucky to live this adventure:-):-)
Yesterday, I was in a pit of grossness....I was fallen......and I went to lie down....and as I lamented......I started literally exposing my sins to God....I started showing Him...my worst carnal urges......and it felt as they left in His Holy Presence.....I then realized that I was being washed in the blood of Jesus....Going through Jesus Christ on the Cross, into the presence of the Father....in Jesus......It was the most liberating experience....anyway...I am sure this is the Victory....the apostles spoke about in the Bible....Another Glory for the Father.......see Christian....this is a part of the Journey , pilgrimage towards the Kingdom of Heaven......being transparent to God.....to your neighbor.....letting your sins be exposed into the Light that is Jesus Christ......it has been said "What is light with out darkness?"......I say nothing.........light always overpowers darkness.......in the presence of Light.....darkness disappears.....always.......Jesus is the Light of the world!! Praise His name...now we can be Light.....My advice to the brothers and sisters in bondage; expose your sins into the Light and Holiness that is Christ Jesus you will see and feel them FLEE!!:) Amen
current mood: AWESOME
current music: What Makes Measure of a Man
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